12th Tues with Morrie - 2/12/08 ~ We Talk About Forgiveness

Forgive yourself before you die. Then forgive others....Its not just other people that we need to forgive. We also need to forgive ourselves for things we didnt do and all the things that we should have done..

During those ICU times with my Mum, I had to made a hard decision to pull the plug and let her go. I lived with that decision for 3 years and hated myself for pulling the plug.

Moving on, I have learned to let go of her and let go of the guilt that I was holding on...

In this book, Morrie talked about forgiveness...and how we should forgive ourselves and forgive others...When HP decided not to renew my existing contract because of some inconsiderate ex colleague, I took it upon myself that I can move on, I can forgive her for indirectly causing me for my contract non renewal, I was dead wrong about that...

I did moved on but I was lying to myself when I said that I could forgive her...I dun think any human beings with feelings can forgive...When I looked 3 months back, I can only say that I did let go of the event..but forgiveness ? Its too big a word for me to use...I leave it to God to pass that statement...